Monday, March 9, 2009

Blog 346: Routines are NOT always routine.

Yesterday was an amazing day... Jax and his/ our baby Kai came over in the late afternoon/ early evening to hang out with the rest of our family. Earlier in the day I dropped my friend Robbye at Burbank airport, then picked up my best friend Kitten from LAX. My house is always a revolving door of porn stars and friends that become temporary roommates... Lol! Kitten is moving into my guest room for next 6 months so at least there will be a little stability for awhile again. After that, I'm turning my guest room into just that... a guest room, so when my parents come into town they actually have a place to crash instead of booting me out of my room. :)

Anyway, after my 2 airport runs I spent the rest of the afternoon doing laundry and cleaning the kidlet's messy bathroom. I have SO much clothing... I really need to go through my closets and make a go of taking stuff to the Goodwill and auctioning off my wardrobe on ABIBids. This week, I promise. ;-)

So back to Jax and Kai.. they came over and settled in, Kai becoming more comfortable each day. Jax adopted her from an American Bulldog breeder after she'd had two litters to give her a loving home and environment where she could grow and flourish as a dog and not just a breeding machine. Her life had been so limited before that even being indoors was new to her. She's taken her time getting accustomed to him, his home, me and my home... But thankfully she's starting to follow me around and come when I call her. She's finally been introduced to Duke, my adopted Cocker Spaniel, and watching the two of them play is a treat!

I made one of Jax's favorite dishes, fried tilapia with steamed fresh snapped green beans with garlic butter sauce and steamed broccoli. The fish, a recipe I modified from Aaron McCargo, Jr. of Big Daddy's House on the Food Network.

While I cooked and cleaned like woman possessed... Jax walked the dogs and watched a little TV. Once I got the kidlet to bed, we snuggled up and enjoyed a show together. I love the routine we fall into when we can just relax and be ourselves. Being that we have just started integrating our animal family, our "Chia Pet Family Weekends" (as in... add water, instant family,) as Jax calls them, had dwindled greatly... It was nice having him over knowing that he wouldn't have to get up and go home at the end of the night.

After all that cleaning, I desperately needed a shower and he watched from the sideline. I started feeling rather randy with him watching me. I slowly toweled off while he caressed my body then applied lotion to my skin. I decided to add a little makeup and flat ironed my hair... then selected a little nightie from my lingerie closet. I joined him on the bed while he smoked a bowl. He just turns me on so much... I decided to change into a sexier little chemise, a white and blue one that looks like an apron I had purchased for him when we first got together but never wore. I rejoined him on the bed...

When his lips touched mine, I released... all the tension of the day just melted away. His hands moved slowly along my breasts and waist and he commented on how significant my body had changed. His kiss... his tongue exploring my mouth while his hands explored my skin... he slowly brought me to my first, second and third orgasms all without pulling down my panties. But when he did... Mmmm... His hands explored the inside of my pussy expertly, slowly inserted more and more fingers inside me. Stretching my walls as he licked my nipples taking me higher and higher... I love the way he moves me...

My body just RESPONDS to him.

He gives me something no one else can... a love jones. Since I'd shot last week and was in between tests, I naturally reached for a condom before straddling his cock. Once inside me I exploded immediately - my juices running down the sides of his cock. I had to slow him down a little, our energies in different places, when he bit my nipple a little too hard.

"I'm in a much softer place than you right now baby..."

He came back down to meet me, and gently slid in and out of me like no one else can. Our love making lasted hours, then a brief break, then right back into our groove. At 2:30am, after much lust and pleasure and orgasm, we finally collapsed in one another's arms and I drifted pleasantly off to sleep.

When my alarm went off a 6am I didn't want to get out of bed with myMan. I snuggled up next to him and wrapped my arms around him. I fell back asleep for an hour then got up and woke the kidlet down the hall. While she got dressed, I climbed back in bed with my lover for another 15 minutes before hitting the shower myself and getting ready for my day. Jax walked the kids while I prepared the kidlet a quickie breakfast of smoked salmon and cream cheese roll-ups with orange juice.

I kissed my man goodbye, drove the kidlet to school then hopped on the 101 to Downtown LA through morning rush hour traffic.

I was 20 minutes late for my doctor's appointment. The last 6 months, I had been totally avoiding my Oncologist. I hate going to the hospital for these day long appointments. Its been 4 years since I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer for the second time and had surgery to remove the 3 large muscinous tumors. I've been in remission ever since, but I have to see the doctors at the hospital's GYN-Oncology clinic every couple of months to make sure it's staying that way. Today I expressed concern that my periods lately have been extremely long for me... 10-14 days as opposed to my normal 3 days. The doctor said it shouldn't be my high dose birth control causing it, (that I've been taking for endometriosis post-surgery,) but that it could possibly be polyps or in very rare cases, pre-cancerous cells growing on my cervix or uterus. So instead of just my yearly pap smear, (which I missed in December,) I would also be getting a biopsy.

I asked naively if I'd need to schedule an appointment for the biopsy and was informed she could do it right then and there. So I undressed, put my legs in the stirrups, and laid back to be poked and prodded. Had I known I'd be getting a pap smear and biopsy today I probably wouldn't have let Jax fist me last night... Let me just say this, while a pap smear is uncomfortable, having a tube inserted into your cervix so your uterus can be scraped is downright PAINFUL!

I couldn't help myself, when she inserted the tube into my cervix I bit my lip and said "DAMMIT!" When she started scrapped the walls of my uterus tears welled up in my eyes and I said,

"God Dammit That Fucking HURTS!"

The female doctor apologized immensely, then apologized once more when she had to do the procedure a 2nd time in case they needed a second sample... Of course, she apologized a 3rd time when she needed to scrape my cervical canal...

"FUCK That hurts like a bitch!"

When it was all over, the nurse brought me a Motrin 600 and a huge glass of water, both of which I accepted gratefully. Next I had to go to the lab for blood work, a CBC, a Tumor marker and a couple of other tests... then off to Radiology for a chest X-Ray and to schedule an appointment for a transvaginal ultrasound. Six hours later I left the hospital in a significant amount of pain and headed back to the valley - but at least that's over for a little while. I'll go back in a month for results...

En route home, I stopped at my agent's office to pick up a check, went to the bank, then picked up the kidlet from school. I finally made it home and laid on the sofa while she started her homework and drifted off to sleep for a bit... still uncomfortable from the procedure earlier today.

A short while ago, I awoke from my nap, made dinner, helped the kidlet with formulas for solving the area of a triangle and trapezoid, and settled in to write this blog...

Back to my routine.
Hopefully tomorrow I will feel a little more up to doing webcam. Right now? I don't want to THINK about putting anything into my vagina. :(

~*~ Sinny ~*~


  1. "I don't want to THINK about putting anything into my vagina."

    And a real fan or friend wouldnt want you to, either. Hearing that made my vagina hurt.

    You and Kitten in the same crib...Im expecting some great foot worshiping going on, the electric toothbrushes and all lolz.

    And Jax over there too...thats a lot of talent under one roof. Im glad he makes you so sound like me and my wife when you write about him.

  2. Yeah.. I still haven't stuck anything in there. My body felt so... clinical, after that procedure.

    Kitten and I are going to have a blast these next few months. I love her dearly like a sister and can only imagine what sort of trouble we'll get into!

    Jax is truly myHeart. We have our ups and downs like any couple, but in the end, we love each other more than we could have imagined.