Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Blog 339: Simplying the Complicated

"A person who weighs 200 pounds on Earth would weigh about 32 pounds on the moon. Find the weight of a person on Earth who would weigh 15 pounds on the moon."

This was a real proportions word problem on my daughter's 6th grade honors math homework tonight. To solve the problem:

200/32 = x/15

32x = 200x15
32x = 3000
32x/32 = 3000/32
x = 93.75 lbs.

Ok wait... who the fuck weighs 93.75 lbs? Unless you are like.. I don't know, 14 years old? Lol!

Sorry... I'm high on dark hot chocolate with whipped cream and the thrill of remembering how to create equations from word problems and solving them correctly. :) Out of 32 problems, I found 7 errors. Not to mention, I just realized that my daughter's teacher isn't showing them the proper way to solve the equations... or at least she isn't doing it correctly. I seem to remember my dad looking at my homework when I was a kid and telling me that there was an easier way to solve the problems so that I not only "got it," but was able to recheck my work to make sure it was done correctly. Tonight I was looking at her paper and trying to figure out how the hell she came to her answers... because it looked a total mess. I finally realized that he was teaching them to find lowest common multiples, (a total waste of fucking time,) and dividing or multiplying each side by it. Now... I was a math FREAK in school, and I'm starting to understand why pre-algebra was so difficult and why that was the turning point for my love affair with numbers until geometry came along. I like simple answers and concrete solutions. Geometry was tangible. All that solving for X,Y,A,B or C crap made no sense to me at all. After all, Letters weren't numbers. :)

But now I looking at her homework, it all seems so simple to me. I guess my dad's lessons stuck, (and those years of trig, calc, and that damn probability and statistics class...) I am starting to understand why it takes my daughter so fucking long to do her homework and why she's losing her passion for numbers. We can't have that... now can we?

I suppose we'll be having an impromptu lesson on how to simplify and solve these equations tomorrow before school. :)

In thinking about how convoluted something so simple has become, it gives me pause to think about how so many things in life have become more complicated than they really need to be. Or conversely, how sometimes we approach things as though they are so simple they don't require much thought at all... Both are counterproductive and waste time and energy.

I'm very focused on work right now. I am getting organized and have had 2 days of shoots for my new foot fetish store and shot 10 clips in the last week. Just 4 more clips and I will be ready to launch the new store! Next up I will be shooting content for my fart fetish/ ass worship store, then once completed I will be shooting content for my FemDom/ BDSM store. :)

Today I went to Playboy Radio for a brief meeting to complete payroll paperwork and listen in on Taylor Wane hosting Private Calls to get a feel for the show. I will be hosting the show on this Thursday evening and am organizing my thoughts on great topics to talk about. I've had a few glitches in my schedule... people that want to make what should be simple transactions so much more complicated than need be... so I've been simply cutting ties with them so that I can stay focused. I have never understood people that create drama in situations where there doesn't need to be. I've learned over the years that if you 1) establish the goal, 2) figure out the path to achieve the goal and 3) follow the path with little deviation... anything is possible. I am the Queen of multitasking. Not everyone likes to do it, but sometimes its absolutely necessary. I suppose being a mom its become necessary for me to wear multiple hats all the time. I have learned not to be in such a hurry to get things done, but to rather give myself realistic goals and time frames to complete them so as not to stress myself out.

One of the things I've struggled with in the past is staying on task. I'm so good at multitasking that sometimes I will have 10 incomplete projects going on at once. One of my lessons from last year was to complete projects in order of importance and not straying from task or taking on more than I can chew. I've also learned to delegate responsibility. I have learned to let my agent book my shoots and hired a publicist just before AVN to handle all the requests for interviews, night club and party hosting and in store appearances. I am horrible in getting back to people by email and getting stuff like this on the calendar and find that this may just be the most brilliant decision I've made of the year so far. Now, to just find an editor to handle all the new content I'm shooting! :)

I'm hoping by reducing my work load, I will be able to spend more time doing the stuff I love as promised in my 2008 year end wrap up blog. :)

Now, Off to bed... I'm up in 2 hours to get the kidlet off to school!

~*~ Sinny ~*~

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Blog 338: Busy Week, Happy Girl!

Last week was really busy. Monday I went to Playboy Radio for an interview on Nightcalls with Christy Canyon and Nikki Hunter. I hadn't been on the show in awhile, and as usual it was a blast talking about all the stuff I'm up to and taking calls from fans. :)

Last Tuesday I had a great content shoot with Madame Jas. Jas and I met at the Footnight events and recently ran into each other when she came to Vegas for AEE. I was really excited when our schedules worked out to be able to shoot together so quickly! I'd been wanting to shoot content for my new foot fetish site, BlackFootGoddess on Clips4Sale, but hadn't had a chance to break down and do it, so this was a perfect opportunity to shoot with someone else that gets the kink as much as I do. :) She had a wonderful foot slave available, so we shot some great foot clips of us dominating her slave both together and solo. We got some amazing foot worship and trampling clips and 2 of them will appear on the store in the next couple of weeks when I launch it! Yah! Enjoy these photos from last week's shoot!

I will be shooting with Jas again tomorrow and will definitely get some samples up tomorrow evening to share! Be sure to visit her Clips4Sale store as well as be on the lookout for her new website Submit and Serve coming soon!

Madame Jas and I trampling her slave Jeff

Face and chest standing

20 toes on his face and in his mouth!

slave Jeff worshiping my feet!

Thursday night, I attended the Footnight LA party in Downtown at Isabella Sinclaire's studio. The parties lately have been well attended, a bit too much I think. Over 65 girls and an equal number of guys means not nearly enough people to session with! I still had a good time, but didn't make nearly the amount of money I normally would have. I did however meet lots of guys interested in booking private foot and Domination sessions. I'm really looking forward to sessioning more this year with lots of slaves and submissives locally. I've started renting at Sanctuary again, and am looking forward to using their space for sessions and shoots in the next few months. :)

Last night I attended Dr. Susan Block's Eros Day Party in her studio in Downtown LA. It was CRAZY but fun. I met Jessica James and Regan Reese, but had to scurry out of there before the show was over to get home to Jax and a sick little girl. I caught up on a lot of sleep today... but am going to have to crash soon as I'm shooting tomorrow with Jas and one of my foot slaves tomorrow PLUS my fav video guy, Sturgeon Court will be shooting balloon fetish clips of us tomorrow as well! :)

Off to watch Desperate Housewives and make some European Dark hot cocoa with whipped cream...

Enjoy the night!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Blog 337: Love and the Obama Administration

Once the great Love in the White House was known as Camelot... Now there are the Obamas.

This is not going to be one of my more eloquent blogs. I wish it were... but I have so many thoughts going through my head and I just want to get it out. So let me preface this by saying forgive the flow of this blog... but try to understand. :)

Throughout the election I did my bit in expressing my adoration for my candidate's platform and made sure I looked at all the interviews and debates so I would be a well informed citizen... not simply caught up in the hype of a rock star candidate. I voted for the then senator, based on the issues that are important to me and my family, so my voice would be heard. On election night, like many others, I cried after the words, "Barack Obama will be the next President of the United States of America," were recited. The historical impact of Mr. Obama's election to the highest office in our country affected me because for the first time since I began voting 17 years ago, I felt like I was truly going to be represented in the White House, not just because of the color of Obama's skin, but his ideals, his views, his politics and his dreams.

Later on, I began to realize just how significant his election would truly be and the impact it would have on my community... Not only would there be a Black man holding the highest executive position in the country, but there would be a Black family living in the White House that were not servants. There would be little Black girls playing on the stairs and running around the White House lawn, not as visitors, but as residents...

What's perhaps as equally important to me, is the comfort, ease and LOVE displayed between President and Michelle Obama. They have unwittingly become role models for young people, to show just what a relationship can be. So often, we become caught up in our individual pursuits that we fail to acknowledge or bend to fit our partner into our lives. Or on the converse, we fall into the myth that "two become one," that we cease to be ourselves. Michelle and Barack have shown that even within the confines of a relationship, you can still pursue your individual dreams. They have each shown what can be possible with education, hope and perseverance. They have shown what can happen when you have someone to lean on and support your dreams...

Michelle inspires me. I view this Ivy league educated woman, who despite a high powered job of her own, could look at her husband with so much LOVE and agree to set her professional goals aside to support her man on a journey that today lead them to living at 1600 Pennsylvania Ave. She epitomizes the scripture, "Love is not selfish..." You can just tell, when she looks at him, that she loves him more than anything. When he gazes back at her, you can tell that he loves her too. They do not put on airs in public, merely waving at the crowd and smiling... they kiss, they hug they LOVE publicly. I see it in their eyes, their caresses, their smiles at one another. It is so obvious that the love each other unabashedly. That sort of love should be the goal of any couple in love.

When I read President Obama's letter to his daughter's Sasha and Malia, or when I've seen him interact with them on television or in the rare interview, you can tell that this is a man that truly adores his family. His speech the other night about the responsibility of the Black Man to his family and where they have fallen off, it reassured me that this is a man that will hopefully influence how young men in the future will view family and responsibility as well.

But back to the First couple... The youth and vitality of this couple along with their love gives me hope that there will actually be a couple with a healthy relationship in the White House. I look at them and feel reassured that there will be no indiscreet affairs with interns or separate bedrooms for this couple. I see their affection towards one another and envision a President unwinding in bed with his wife, even if only for a moment. I perhaps fantasize of Michelle in a slinky piece of barelly there fabric from La Perla, inviting the Commander in Chief into the Lincoln Bedroom whispering, "Mr. President," in a voice more sultry than Marilyn Monroe... I can only imagine the sexual role-play that will happen in bedrooms across America tonight as people will pretend to be The President and The First Lady... but know that none of it will compare to the real deal.

As I watch CNN tonight, viewing the footage of him excusing himself from his speech at the Youth Ball so he could, "dance with my wife," as he said... I can't help but smile knowing that he claims her so publicly. When he whispers in her ear and she smiles ear to ear.. I can only imagine the very private things they share in the midst of so many thousands of people.

I'm so happy that for the first time in a long time... there is Love in the White House that will hopefully influence how the rest of us Love one another.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Blog 336: Check me out on Playboy Radio TONIGHT!

Check me out on Playboy Radio today on SIRIUS 99 & XM 99. Night Calls is live between 4 and 7pm PST. I'm on @ 5:30p. Call in @ 877.205.9796

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Blog 333: The gift and the curse...

Its 1am at home in the Valley and all is quiet...
The kidlet in fast asleep, the dog's in his kennel and my dad is asleep on my sofa.

But I won't sleep anytime soon...
Not unless I mix this 3rd glass of red wine with ambien at least...

AEE was both amazing an tragic. My new publicist introduced me to they guy that will be doing my new skateboard line... someone is interested in possibly using me as a 3D scan in a video game, and we tested lots of people at the TKNO booth during the convention. I did interviews with Gamelink, Fleshbot, and Streets Magazine amongst many others.. and signed lots of autographs and took way too many pictures. But at least I looked good in my Nurse's outfit... oh, except that I was cramping and thought I was going to start my period s I slipped in a "just in case tampon," and was photographed for a couple of hours with a string hanging and no one bothered telling me...

Hanging at the TKNO Booth in my PVC Nurse's outfit"

My good friend Mistress Delilah stopped by the booth during a break from signing for Kick Ass Pictures. Delilah is Pakistani from the waist up and Puerto Rican from the waist down and 100% True Domina! She's my true heart and I love her dearly like a sister. :)

Kitten, Kapri and I looked fabulous in our Nurses costumes, and drew lots of attention on Friday all dressed up. The other girls changed into their booty shorts and t-shirts later in the day, but I loved my costume and the attention in brought. :)

It feels good to be home. My feet are finally starting to not kill me... and no, my Jax didn't take home Best Director - Ethnic, (Jules Jordan took that honor,) and yes, we spent most of our anniversary tiffing about one thing or another... for various reason, (and yes, to the point of my being pulled off the awards show floor by the lovely Mellisa Monet and into the bathroom when she saw tears in my eyes...) And let's not forget my purse being lifted by some fan asking to take a photo with me on the awards show floor - resulting in losing my phone for the 2nd time in a week along with my ID - but something bigger than all that happened during the convention.

On my way out of the convention on day 3, I had a brief 10 minute conversation with the owner of one of the larger companies in the business about something I've been working on for awhile. Someone close to me mentioned I should take my product to the head of sales of his company but I bypassed and took the opportunity I saw when he was sitting alone for a moment. He listened, joked, and asked me to send him something to look at. Now... its all I can think about. I have some stuff in the can, but my vision is so much more in depth than what I've produced already. I belong at this company... I can taste it.

My vision of an ethnic presence in fetish and BDSM videos is so elaborate.. my knowledge of kink and niche marketing so vast... I know that what I envision will not only sell, but create a new market that others will emulate. In searching databases... titles featuring basic internet keywords that seem so simple and obvious to me, have never been produced as video titles. Jax and I had a conversation this weekend, once again, about working together to create something amazing.... but I can't stop. I can't turn off my brain. I'm already 5 steps ahead and have my 3rd title on paper. I see things... I know things...

We had a conversation tonight about my creative energy and what it will take to harness it. I lack the technical skills but my creativity knows no boundary. I'm a Capricorn with a creative side.. a dangerous combination. I see an empty marketplace and envision a creative solution to fulfilling a void. But instead of waiting for someone else to make it happen, I put down on paper all the necessary steps, in raw detail, of what it will take to bring it to fruition. I'm a planner, an organizer... as well as the creative. I just lack the technical ability to make it happen. *Sigh*

I explained to Jax tonight how frustrated I had become with others profiting from my knowledge and how THIS is my time. I genuinely feel this is my last chance to do something truly great in my industry. It frustrates me because my directorial debut garnered 4 stars from AVN, a pre-nom for best anal sex scene, nominations for best anal and best ethnic series... and yet the review began with, "despite being directed by a woman..." during a time when female directors were rare... and wasn't released with the right company to take home any awards. I've worked with people starting websites, I partnered in a webcam company, I helped produce a magazine and was "almost" named their new publisher before they decided to just pack up and fold due to personal issues... I know a lot about my industry, and after 16 years, it hasn't gotten me a whole hell of a lot.

Don't get me wrong, I didn't get into this for the fame. I got into it as a single mom in college that didn't want to go on welfare. I finished school, but reluctantly became famous along the way. I love my job, I love the life I've been afforded because of it... but I.Want.More. While others dream of award wins for their performances, I want people to see what decadence and deviance lies in my brain. I don't want to direct simple, formulaic hardcore movies and compete with the other 20 talent turned directors out there... I dream of something so much more complex and personally fulling. I know I can do this.

Sex has depth and layers to it. I have always dreamt in technicolor... and finally, after almost 16 years, I can finally get this image out of my head and on wax, err... film... video?

I'm glad Jax and I fought this weekend. I'm glad we are having frank discussions about our wants and desires and hopes and dreams, not just personally and intimately, but professionally as well. I see things... I always have. I'm on the brink of something great and I want... no, I need his help to make it happen. Only because I love him can I let him in to this part of my life.


Its on.

I see things... clearly.

...just wait until I show you so your eyes can be opened for the first time too.

~*~ Sinny ~*~

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Blog 332: Day 2 AEE preparation

Today was another hectic day. I started off working on photos of Kitten, Kapri and myself to be used as posters for's booth. From 11am-5pm I was locked in front of my computer. I was extremely frustrated when not once, but twice, my large files
would not upload to the printer's site. Now I'll have to burn them to disc and get them to a FedEx Kinkos in Vegas for printing. I did manage to get to the printer in LA in time to pick up our flyers, then scurried cross the valley to my nail salon. I'd called 3 times during the day to schedule an appointment but she wasn't answering. I made it only to find...

She was closed.

I went to the backup salon, a little hole in the wall run by an older Asian lady. They were closing up. She sent me to a place across the street.

Finally! I sat in the chair and got a much needed mani/ pedi. :)

Back home, I made pizza & a salad, and started laundry. I slipped out to the drugs store to pick up lashes and other must-have's for the convention floor. $70 later.. I had everything from firewood for my dad and kidlet while I'm away to creamy tomto soup to take on the road with me. Lol! Is it just me...? Or are 24 hour drug stores the most dangerous place for your wallet? Its like they have EVERYTHING you need whether you need it or not.

Now here I sit. 2 loads left to wash and I'm STILL not packed. I want to make sure the kidlet has clean clothes and my dad has whatever he needs readily available including a list of things to do and places to go while I'm away.

I'm debating packing up my lights, tri-pod and webcam so I can do some cam while I'm in Vegas. I think it'd be fun to hop online at least an hour or two a day from the privacy of our suite. I'll be rooming with Kitten and Kapri is staying in the same resort. Every year, I get a 2bedroom suite at a timeshare so I can have breakfast and dinner and relax while I'm there instead of running up a huge room service bill. During AEE it usually takes anywhere from 1/2 hour to an hour to receive your food order... and dinner is the worst! With limited time in between signing and obligatory parties, its necessary to maximize every minute I have.

I spoke with Sara Jay today and am going to try to shoot content with her during my down time. I'm also planning to shoot some content with my good friend, Mistress Delilah of NYC while in town. Delilah is signing at Kick Ass Picture's booth during the show. I have received emails from 2 slaves, one I've shot before on and another who contacted me on MaxFisch regarding his availability during AEE. I'm hoping to shoot as much content for both my hardcore site and my fetish sites.

Off to pack so I can get some sleep before my early morning starts!

Monday, January 5, 2009

Blog 331: Preparing for AVN

All day I've been running around like mad. The week of AVN is always hectic... My morning started when I ran into a problem with the files I sent to the printer for our flyers. RGB not CMYK, wrong image size, wrong DPI... *sigh* I worked diligently on the photos until 2pm then showered and ran out to the bank - just in time before they closed. Then I had to go to Time Warner to politely curse them out about a $500 credit that I was granted, then was removed because "a manager didn't authorize it." (Back in November I was granted this credit because a customer service rep in store found that I'd been overcharged since January.) I threatened to switch my bundled service, (phone, internet and cable,) to AT&T if it wasn't fixed post haste and refused to pay my current bill until properly credited as well. Then I had to high tail it cross town, 30 minutes in rush hour traffic to Julian St. Jox's house to pay for my room in Vegas. I book a time share through him every year, (more space, more comfortable, off the strip and much less money...) Then back cross town, fighting sleep on the freeway... That was SO dangerous, but I made it.

Once home, I rang Jax to let him know I made it safely while starting dinner. I roasted a whole chicken, (thank god for my convection oven,) made garlic spinach and a touch of stuffing for the kidlet. Unfortunately, I had a few slices of cheese before dinner and that combined with my diet pills has left me full... but not too full to enjoy an orange soy dream bar. :)

Now I'm sitting here ready to start working on the photos again, renewed energy and focus. Gotta get them done asap. My (step)dad is arriving tomorrow to keep an eye on the kidlet while I am in Vegas, (usually its my mom but she's undergoing therapy for her back due to 3 herniated discs...) I'm so glad I get to spend a day with him before I leave and again when I get home. I'm so excited, having dinner with he and Jax tomorrow night so the two most important men in my life can finally meet! :-)

Blog 330: Deadlines & Procrastination

I have never been good at keeping things timely. I'm almost always at least 10-15 minutes late for most things unless it involves work... and even then, it takes a lot of effort to get there on time. I was always the kid that waited until the night before the big project was due to start, and finish, but still got an "A." What can I say, I work best under pressure. I have a hard time working, writing, whatever when I have plenty of time to do it in. I almost need to wait until the last minute to do my best work. Here I am, after having received my second deadline extension for this essay I'm working on and what do you know. Nada. I'm surfing the net, updating twitter and my blog and doing everything but writing.

Ok, I've had a snack, diet coke is nearby, I'm at my desk.. wait, maybe I'll move to the sofa. Should I lit the fireplace?


If I don't get it together, the 15th will be here before I know it and it won't be finished. Again. I promised myself time this year... dammit I'm going to give myself just that.

Back to work...

But before I go, I picked up the cutest sexy Nurses' costumes today for Kitten, Kapri and I to wear at TKNO's booth this week at AEE. I'm so excited to take pics in mine with all the fans in my little, tiny outfit and stockings!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Blog 329: January Footnight Appearances

Don't miss the upcoming LA Footnight New Year's Party and Annual Footnight Awards on January 20th! I will be attending this event along with lots of other amazing foot models, fetish models, Pro-Domme's and generally hot women! Footnight parties are held at private locations, this one at a dungeon and studio, and require a donation of $20/ 10 minutes of foot play, worship, trampling or tickling. There is no sex involved of any sort at these events! Strictly foot play/ worship.

I am also planning to attend the Vegas Footnight on January 29th. If you are interested in booking a private session with me in Vegas for foot worship, trampling or BDSM, do contact me sooner rather than later as I will require that I have a certain number of confirmed private sessions booked in order to attend the event due to the expense associated with travel. Private sessions do require a small deposit to show that you are, in good faith, looking to session with me during my trip. I am not available as an escort, so don't ask. Thanks!

I am also looking for video slaves/ volunteers (in Los Angeles or Las Vegas,) for foot fetish scenes/ clips for my upcoming foot site, If you are interested in participating in one of my videos, do let me know!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Blog 328: My AEE/ AVN Signing Schedule

This year I will be signing at the Adult Entertainment Expo for a company I really respect. TKNO, (The Know Now Organization,) provide rapid oral HIV tests across the country in the privacy of your home or hotel. I love what they do, the idea that you can call up and have someone dispatched to your home to test you or your partner(s) to insure, safe, sexy play is brilliant. I've worked with this company in the past, at a Swinger's Convention in Vegas getting people tested and providing them with a rubber bracelet detecting their negative status so they could "play safe."

Next week, I will be signing at the booth with my best friend Kitten and the gorgeous Kapri Styles. Kaylani Cream may also join us for one of the days during the show, so check back for more details. Below you'll find my AEE signing schedule and the convention hours for the show. Be sure to stop by the booth, take a picture and get tested!

Convention Hours:
Thursday, January 8, 2009
9:30am – 6:30pm

Friday, January 9, 2009
Trade: 9:00am – 8:00pm
Fans: 2:00pm – 8:00pm

Saturday, January 10, 2009
Trade: 9:00am – 5:00pm
Fans: 11:00am – 5:00pm

Sunday, January 11, 2009
Fans and Trade: 9:00am – 5:00pm

Signing Schedule:
Thursday, January 8, 2009
4:00 PM-6:00 PM Kitten
4:30 PM-6:30 PM Sinnamon Love
4:30 PM-6:30 PM Kapri Styles

Friday, January 9, 2009
9:00 AM-3:30 PM Kapri Styles
11:30 PM-5:30 PM Kitten
2:00 PM-8:00 PM Sinnamon Love

Saturday, January 10, 2009
9:00AM-3:00PM Kitten
10:00AM-4:00PM Kapri Styles
11:00PM-5:00PM Sinnamon Love

Sunday, January 11, 2009
(No schedule)

Blog 327: My NYE/ 35th Birthday Party Pics

Photobucket Album

My Birthday falls on New Year's Eve. I hated it growing up. Forget the curse of 1 birthday/ Christmas present... imagine being a kid and never getting to have a party on your birthday because everyone's parents are going out. The last several years my birthday has taken on a life of its own:

2007 - Talib Kweli at The Roosevelt Hotel
2006 - Erykah Badu and dead prez at the HOB Sunset
2005 - Kanye West in Las Vegas
2004 - Diddy's party in Miami w/ 7 of my girlfriends & then bf
2003 - Diddy's Party in Miami w/ same bf
2002 - Diddy's Party in Miami
2001 - NYC w/ friends

Needless to say that I wanted to bring in the last year of this decade and the milestone of turning 35 a little differently. On Saturday before my birthday, I decided to throw a kid-friendly party at home. By Tuesday, 44 people had confirmed. My Wednesday morning, 61 people had confirmed. Roughly 40-45 people, (and 10 kids,) showed up at my house Wednesday night. My daughter threw a mini-party upstairs in her bedroom for the kids complete with Wii, video games, board games and snacks. The grown ups celebrated with dominos, great music, birthday cake, lots of food, champagne at midnight, stimulating conversation. It was a great time.

Enjoy this photo gallery from the party! Click the photo above to view the gallery. I deleted all the pics of the kid at the party at this is an adult blog, but those that attended the party can access the pics on

I have so much champagne and booze left over I'm thinking of throwing a party for Inauguration day!

Blog 326: My Latest FemDom Movie for Evil Angel

Title: Asses of Face Destruction 5
Director: Buttman Magazine Choice
Featuring: Alexis Texas, Ashley Fires, Brandon Iron (Brendon Iron), Bubba, Flower Tucci, Freddy Baxter, Penny Flame, Ryan Knox, Sinnamon Love (Sinnamon), Whitney Stevens

Summary: Facesitting fetish kings Roman Video caught the eye of Evil Angel founder John Stagliano with their focused, no-bullshit style of female-dominant ass-smothering. In their line of best-of compilations for Buttman Magazine Choice, Roman lures the viewer with a parade of sexy facesitters who spend some time talking to the camera about themselves between suffocating helpless men with their asscheeks. Asses of Face Destruction 5 showcases several girls (like big-assed bitches Alexis Texas and Whitney Stevens) who possess wide, plush posteriors just built for a man's face! Asses of Face Destruction 5 includes six trailers.

NSFW: Check out this trailer from Faces of Ass Destruction 5!

Friday, January 2, 2009

Blog 325: NSFW - Photos from JT Stockroom Party

These photos are from and were taken at a meet and greet thrown by bondage gearmasters, JT Stockroom. The party was for attendees of Webmaster Access West last month where myself, Scar, Thora Nang and a few others played Bondage Waitresses for the event. I had so much fun dressed most of the night in nothing more than a pair of butt cleavage leather panties and electrical tape pasties... but later changed into a leather bolero style straight jacket that exposed my breasts. The straight jacket also held a tray around our necks so that we could still serve food. Go figure! :) Enjoy these photos on their site from the party!

Blog 324: NSFW - My first appearance on!

Be sure to check out my first appearance on NaughtyAmerica's My First Sex Teacher!

I play a teacher's assistant getting busy with my boyfriend CJ Wright in the classroom. It is.. super hot!

Blog 323: A Year in Review

I have uploaded all my blogs from 2008. It was interesting looking at some of the photos and poetry I wrote from the last year and realized that I am truly fortunate. I have lived and loved and experienced the best of life. Feel free to read through my older blogs to get to know me, or reacquaint yourself with my life and times.

Blog 322: Fleshbot's Top 10 Crush Objects of 2008!

I only recently became familiar with Fleshbot and they of me, but guess what? They ranked me in their Top 10 Crush Objects of 2008! Woohoo! Granted, I'm #7 on the list, but since they just became familiar with me, its forgivable. Hehe! Besides, I'm in AMAZING company. My Chemistry 4 co-star Penny Flame is on the list as well!

NSFW Link:

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Blog 321: New Year, New Blog

I used to love to blog. Then I discover vlogging. Then I started having computer problems ALL the time. So I stopped. Both. One of my goals for the year was to blog more often. So I decided to start a new blog that would encompass my love for life, love, family, hip hop and yes, my job as a porn star. Its a new year, but that doesn't mean the past is obsolete. Over the next few weeks, I'll be adding some of my blogs from Myspace and my website so you can get to know who I am; mind, body and soul...